What is it with Oliver and Jameses relationship ambiguity like there's literally a full fledge gay character there why are they all acting like it's uncharted alien territory they are exploring. Do you? Hi, I said, softly, not being able to help the stupid grin growing on my face. You must, since you figured this is where I was.. Oliver Marks has just served ten years in jailfor a murder he may or may On the day Oliver Marks is released from jail, the man who put him there is waiting at the door. Each student is mailed an envelope containing their casting assignment and the scenes to prepare, as well as instructions not to share the information with any of their peers. In this secluded world of firelight and leather . Because as much as it might hurt you to know, I do love Meredith. How someone had made it look like we were walking on stars, but they had it all wrong. And maybe for just a split second, I, too, knew what drowning felt like.James Farrow stood before me. This year, make If We Were Villains by M.L. I don't believe he would've been cruel enough to give Oliver fruitless hope, because I believe they genuinely loved each other. But the implications of the text and its small part in our story are impossible to ignore, too critical for a scholar as meticulous as James to overlook. "This is the tragedy, they let you think it will be a happy ending until the very last minute" I paraphrased. The fourth years are assigned King Lear as their spring production. Now, all he have to do is look for him, even if it means take an airplane and go to the other side of the world.He'll found him but not how he expected to. However why should he fake his own death? You went to jail and every single friend Id ever had knew that I was to blame for it. I do love Meredith and maybe a part of me always has. Quoted as being the most academic of them all: he knew what he was doing. "If We Were . If We Were Villains - M.L. left kudos on this work! Truth be told, there was a part of me that refused to hope, and maybe that was what kept me from simply combusting on the spot. Because of all the crimes I have committed, loving you has always been my favorite. I stood ready to poke at a broken nose, ready to see if it would still bleed out, or if maybe, only maybe, I could find a way to unbreak it. My take is this: James was deliberate. If We Were Villians is hard to put down. James then grabbed the nearest item the boat hook and hit him with it. And yet Joliver be calling themselves 'brothers'? The play performance of this is absolutely incredible, the reader . Its just this, I dont understand it., To be honest, maybe I dont understand it either, not fully. He did it on purpose. Oliver admits that he was in love with James while they were together, but says that he also loved her. I brushed a strand of his hair away from his eyes, placing it behind his ear. And what will happen to them now?.. He had gone and given his lungs to the waves, released his pain for someone else to feel. Only he and filippa besides Oliver know of his crimes. She was trying to spare me.. However, as the semester progresses, the cast grows increasingly despondent due to Richard's death. The descriptions throughout this book are captivating. But barely had I set foot back into the world, and it was already crumbling from under my feet, taking away my only peace, my only solace. When the teachers mix up the roles it puts a strain on the friendship of Oliver's group, and things begin to go downhill fast. If We Were Villains, written by M. L. Rio and published in 2013, 2017, tells the story of Oliver Marks, a former Shakespearian actor at the Dellecher conservatory, and the murder mystery that surrounds his 4th and final year at the conservatory. The house stood just as abandoned from the outside as I remembered, from all those years ago, when we had been there last. Wasnt the note he left me supposed me to bring me here all along? The novel drew mixed reviews. You can find me onInstagram,Twitter, andGoodreads. After Oliver visits Meredith over winter break, they grow closer and begin dating and sleeping together more often. Youre blaming me? See a recent post on Tumblr from @secrethistoryfan about if we were villains. ISBN. In and out. It was about us even when we didnt know there was an us at all. I do love you. In this secluded world of firelight and leather-bound books, Oliver and his friends play the same roles onstage and off: hero, villain, tyrant, temptress, ingnue, extras. Wait, James face went white, a glimpse of panic flashing in his eyes. I WANT him to be alive and waiting for Oliver but it makes too little sense and I can't help but think of this one line from one of the previous chapters. To me, this is one of the most heartbreaking scenes in the book, as we really see how tortured James is by what he's done. I do love her. Where last nights kiss had been full of sorrow and pain, this one was nothing but fire. James was a character I liked straight away, but that throughout I had plenty moments of hating too. No words were necessary, at this point, to be honest. To leave behind hope? Or maybe coffee? James offered, clearly looking for an out from the odd staring that seemed to be the only thing either of us knew how to do. I dont care how it sounds, not anymore., No, listen to me, James. I never did answer. Rio; Relationship: James Farrow/Oliver Marks; Characters: . I can only hope she finds that, someday. Oliver confronts James during the intermission of Lear, and James reluctantly confesses. Rio. tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply", "It was good that I had taken the time to breathe before setting the scene into motion, because once the door opened, complaining slightly at its hinges, my lungs stopped. It still wasnt fair, James said, voice heavy. As if sensing my brain fume with concerns for the uncertain future, James began to shift on top of me, his head slowly rolling sideways on my chest to look up at me. I went to Meredith. We would figure it all out, eventually. I dont know what I expected, but I didnt expect you to behere. One that James had once, jokingly, said hed like to move in, just so he could stay close to the water. Meredith also knew about his crimes, she told Colborne. I picked this up after seeing lots of glowing reviews for it on social media, and Im really glad that I did! No, I dont think so. Faking your own death. He got blackout drunk before James could keep her company in his mind. If We Were Villains is such an intricate, multi faceted read that there is no doubt I will get more from it when I . Meredith was done with Richards shit way before he died, and I think she was genuine with her feelings for him. It wasnt long before my own tears were joining the one that James had left on my cheek, and, soon enough, it was undistinguishable where his pain ended and mine began. A series adaptation of the novel is in development. (There are no mentions of him being alive in this fic, so don't get your hopes up.). . Water left no room for regret. He, suddenly, raised his head and spoke. Said in words others could hear, but only I would listen to. While one would expect a book about Shakespearean actors to have lots of Shakespeare references, If We Were Villains goes above and beyond. ", -------------------------OR-----------------------------------, Oliver knocks on the door of an abandoned cottage where he hopes that the man he went to jail to protect is inside waiting for him after faking his own death (seriously, this is another level of be gay do crime, this is where being a dramatic bitch takes you). We gave ourselves to each other as the waves crashed outside. Yeah, I remember that. I smiled, sadly. The first-person narrator of the novel, in the present Oliver has just finished a 10-year prison sentence for the murder of his classmate Richard Stirling. I saw the bruises all over her body, both faded and fresh new. You wanted to help him, but I told you to let be, do you remember that? plus philipa saying he felt the emotion on four it makes sense that hes dead youre right. i want him to be alive but the grief was already killing him at dellcher.. and then the one person he feels more for than anyone else takes the fall for him. Gold Derby recently conducted a poll asking viewers of "Australian Survivor: Heroes V Villains" to name who played the best pre-merge game, and it's a tie between two members of the so-called Spice Girls alliance Shonee Bowtell and George Mladenov both receive 36% support. If you need a refresher: After it is revealed that Oliver took the fall for Richards death to protect James whom he has realised he is in love with, Filippa and the detective tell Oliver that James is dead, presumably by suicide. Not now., More like slowly walking across an undefined and dark space to you, It is based off the Pentatonix song because Ive associated that with Jolives. Thunderbolts cast. Leave kudos and a comment if you enjoy it!! You know why. Oliver and James. He becomes jealous and realizes that he is romantically attracted to James. Intelligent, thrilling, and richly detailed, If We Were Villains by M. L. Rio is a captivating story of the enduring power and passion of words (available April 11, 2017). Its easy. (LogOut/ james doesn't want to be found. James knew Oliver would be free in 4 years. Forgive me if it eventually got too much for me to stay. He snapped. At that, James crashed his lips against mine, rearranging himself above me, taking me in, as I allowed him to do whatever he liked. Second, I never shipped James and Oliver!! Oliver is now 31, a quiet, likeable man with a heavy past. I believe James is alive. On the day of Oliver's release from prison in 2008, Filippa, the only member of the group with whom he has maintained steady contact, comes to pick him up. I had, in the space of only a few weeks, revisited my most traumatic experience, one that had put me away in a cell for a third of my life. and all of this is kind of confirmed by the last sentence ig "his body was never found".. i hope what I wrote is understandable, sorry for the mistakes english is not my first language. Look, I never thought she was my biggest fan, okay? All seven of us. For strength, in case no one did. No. oliver finds james alive after being released from prison. When the teachers mix up the roles it puts a strain on the friendship of Olivers group, and things begin to go downhill fast. Giving me up.. He proceeds to call Meredith a slut and gets in a physical argument with her as well. M. L. Rio: If we were villains. Trying to balance my newfound comfort within Merediths presence and the feeling of chocking that grasped my lungs every time I attempted to breath. But I am saying you also cant blame her for what she did when she found out. So, I think his note to Oliver is to say that hes killed James and has adapted a new self - one that is free of the torment that James suffered from. Rating: 2.5/5. I was an actor, a criminal, a friend; I was many, many things but none of those mattered because, first and foremost, I was his. I stared at him for a moment, raising my hand so the pads of my fingers could trace the lines of his face, making sure he was real. But I think I need to hear you say it. At first, John and Oliver were on a mission to find and kill Deadshot but after learning that John's brother's death was a planned hit he was apprehended by Amanda Waller and put in the . The previous nights melancholia felt odd in the light of morning, with grief and sorrow lost and gone along with the stars. It was my last hope. If James Farrow was what it felt like to get lost in between the stars, then I didnt ever want to be found. We fell asleep right there, on James small couch, with him draped over me like a human blanket, his limbs lost in mine, and our breathing happening in synch. Rio, was published in 2017. Whether it's a meditation on time-keeping, a maritime true-life tale or an investigation into waste, these are the titles to add to your reading list this year. Hi, I said, that being the only coherent thought I could seem to form. Oliver had almost no recollection of the rest of the Christmas masque, slipping in and out of awareness just long enough to get his hands on a drink or to engage in brief pleasantries with onlookers hoping to congratulate him on his performance. It would have only tortured Oliver with false hope, and . His body never located, only his car and the two letters he wrote. God, when I saw the bruises hed left on your arms, I-, I wanted to. In the four years, they have achieved the goals set for them, that is, until tragedy strikes and only six are left to. For you. No, that wasnt what walking on stars felt like, and I knew that, now. I brought both my arms around him, and a single pull was enough to have him losing all strength and falling on top of me, sobbing. And, God, Meredith deserves a world of her own, someone who makes her feel the way James makes me feel. If youre looking for more dark academia books to read, there are plenty of great titles to try such as Ace of Spades by Faridah bk-ymd, and Bunny by Mona Awad. Because we belonged, me to him and him to me, and nothing could ever change that. Hearing James voice helped. The Jews were just starting to migrate to England and the racism towards them was motivated by their . Only difference would be I would have been arrested for a crime I did commit. Because I love you. And, if Im honest, part of me felt avenged by the idea that you would suffer a bit, too. Where the end of scene 7 should have gone. If We Were Villains is a love letter to Shakespeare and the theater. Oliver Marks bekommt immer nur die Nebenrollen. but maybe he left that note so their ending wouldnt be like romeo and juliet? The next morning, Oliver and Meredith are awoken by Filippa. Until loving him was more dangerous than the consequences of what we did.. Howd you sleep? I asked, now stroking his hair. However, the situation changes at the annual Halloween performance, a select few scenes from Macbeth fourth year students traditionally perform each year. That was the story I had spent the better part of a month swimming in, myself. My hands were steadier than I had anticipated they would be, but maybe it was just so cold outside that I couldnt quite distinguish whether it was my body responding to the weather, or just nerves. It was absurd, really, that it had taken us so long to realize that. But in their fourth and final year, good-natured rivalries turn ugly, and on opening night real violence invades the students' world of make-believe. Words: Jonathan Wells. Its one of the best books Ive read so far in 2022! They help him realize that, maybe, his feelings aren't 100% platonic. Instead, Oliver goes to visit Meredith, now a television actress living in Chicago. Author: M.L. I think its at me. A simple general note and those specific lines to Oliver. Let us be happy, right now. Oliver Marks. Like tf are ya dum. But only after I thought I couldnt go to you. I corrected. A decade ago: Oliver is one of seven young Shakespearean actors at Dellecher Classical Conservatory, a place of keen ambition and fierce competition. The following morning, as Oliver cleans their dorm room, he discovers a bloodstained boat hook hidden in James' mattress. He even mentions to fillipa and Alexander wouldnt you change the end of Romeo and Juliet? Thats not why Richard is dead. I whispered. None of the others would have appeased my unsettled thoughts; and why should they? Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. The students are briefly questioned by the police, led by Detective Colborne, and Richard's death is ruled a drunken accident. I know many in the DA community have read this book and so, I thought we should have a conversation about THAT ending. He plots to arrive on Earth and . If we were villains _ M. L. Rio Como um dos sete jovens atores que estudam Shakespeare em uma faculdade de elite, Oliver e seus amigos desempenham os mesmos. Thank you, I renewed it all myself. Would you like some tea? Can you believe we shared a room for four years and never did this?. It's not the whole truth. I like to think that the uncertainty of it all makes it better, that not even Rio knows if he lived. Had it been anyone else, you know she wouldnt have jumped at the chance to go to the police as fast as she did. After 10 years of reclusion, even the most dramatic of Shakespearean actors would step back when it came to how much immersion they allow themselves into. He just left all his trauma behind. Someone had to carry the guilt, after all, and James lungs were occupied. Create New. "If We Were Villains" is told from the perspective of Oliver, a quiet, introspective former drama student who has just been released from a 10-year prison sentence after the harrowing events during his final year at the Conservatory. Instead, it all felt rather anticlimactic, very bland and without flare. The events of "If We Were Villains" told from Filippa's perspective. Oliver is finally being released. Its not that, its just it makes me sad., Yeah. There were seven of us then, seven bright young things with wide precious futures ahead of us. By Fromtheattic. 10 7 12 tracks. Had always been, as far back as I could remember. In the very first scene, Oliver says, "We did wicked things, but they were necessary, . His eyes looked tired, maybe from both life exhaustion and from being awakened in the middle of the night, but they were brighter now than Id ever seen them when he visited me in jail. So I still think he's canonically alive but it's not super in character, idk. The James that Oliver loved is gone; however, physically, James is still around somewhere. James and Oliver. We were drawn to each other like . We were drawn to each other like magnets, not even aware of how our bodies seemed to instinctively want to close the distance between them. I was glad just to hear his breath, to have him close. I thought you might finally do it, since a dead man couldnt be convicted anymore. But I chose you. It has always been about that, even when we didnt know it was.. It means silent acknowledgement: no cards or cakes with candles, no scrutinised gift openings in the middle of a crowded room. james doesn't want to be found. Rio. Rio (118) The Secret History - Donna Tartt (2) Original Work (1) Twelfth Night - Shakespeare (1) Somewhere. Or: Oliver ends up having a nice little chat with Alexander and Colin after the Romeo and Juliet performance in regard to his strange feelings about James. Inside, James had clearly made some work to make the place habitable. we are left with the same uncertainty oliver feels except he has the chance to find the truth and we dont (rude if you ask me so imma assume he found him and they lived a happy gay life together), i'm with you. James Farrow was dead. Even by Mel Brooks standards, Spaceballs' villain is ridiculous. Do you think he loves them in the . Everyone else knew, and that was enough to set the wheels spinning. He finished his thought. But mostly, I was thinking about how I couldnt actually leave you. What I did, James tried correcting me, but I wouldnt have it. But no concrete evidence was ever found. If you havent made any enemies in life, youve been living too safely. Truth isn't stranger than fiction despite Mark Twain's best efforts to convince you. Only because that was something I could do now. Bill Cipher is the main antagonist of the Disney Channel/Disney XD animated series Gravity Falls, serving as the overarching antagonist of season one and the main antagonist of season two. (Getty) Kevin Feige and the hierarchy of the MCU are pulling no punches when it comes to the cast for the Thunderbolts team, starring a who's-who of Marvel fan favourites. The New York Times called it "at once good and bad. Now, he hovered above me, the curls of his overgrown hair falling at the sides of his face, producing a curtain, a shield keeping the rest of the world at bay. If We Were Villains was named one of Bustle's Best Thriller Novels of the Year, and Mystery Scene says, A well-written and gripping ode to the stage . What we were. My favourite characters in the book are Phillipa and James, two of the students in Olivers friendship group. Create an account to follow your favorite communities and start taking part in conversations. Oliver, I thought they would tell you right away, I thought they would give you the note right away. Not very platonic of us. Wouldnt it be cruel of James to leave such a note behind? Why you didnt try to overrun the sentence. Whereas the outside would send any slightly superstitious man running, scared of place so seemingly haunted, the interior was quite nice. If you liked this review, I post more of them on my socials. This was it. Check out the Cast List for If We Were Villains first! Something great. I answered and, in the same breath, I allowed the magnets to snap together. Oliver, its been four years., Yes, four years in which Pip, who was the only one visiting me, thought Id be better off not knowing. Wrote your note knowing you would understand it, while no one else would. The novel concerns a murder mystery surrounding Oliver Marks, a former actor at the fictional Dellecher Shakespeare conservatory and primarily takes place during his fourth and final year at the conservatory. Realizing their time is up, James kisses Oliver onstage. Before it all went to hell, when we were just two stupid boys laying in the sand, dreaming of living away from everything and everyone. He buried his face in the crook of my neck, and my hands made their way up and down his back, soothing him. Yes, Meredith was scared, and hurt but she was also jealous., Dont do that. Having made halfway friends . Do you wish I had done it? He asked me, flatly. Content Transparency: This book contains adult material, including forms of violence/self-harm, scenes of emotional intensity, offensive language, and substance abuse. I believe that in the end, Oliver will never find peace, regardless if James survived or not. Biting his tongue, Alexander tried to swallow the rising feeling of worry for the other. From $1.46. This was very self-indulgent for me to write, and I really needed to get this scene out of my head and into something real, so I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it. So, I dont regret protecting you, even if it meant I couldnt have you. I loved him and Meredith from the jump. James takes Wren to bed with him, his revenge on Oliver. Its been so many weeks. February Ficlet Challenge 2023- Day 1- WavesOliver going to look for James after the end of IWWV.Title is part of the Pericles quote James leaves for Oliver. And Meredith, he spoke her name with a little more disdain than I cared to stand. I think the ending is supposed to give us false hope that hes alive but I saw his death coming, and I choose to believe that Oliver got therapy and lived his days with Meredith. But your something is different from Merediths. I took my time, kissing, sucking at his skin and breathing him in, satisfied by the sounds he produced in response. When Oliver returns to Dellecher, he cleans the Castle as part of his new custodial duties, overhearing a visit from Detective Colborne and his partner, during which Colborne admits that, despite the official ruling, he does not believe Richard's death to be an accident. The film was announced . Wren then begged James to go after Richard, fearing he would hurt himself. Genre: mystery/thriller. So what do you all think? Because there, in that moment, with his skin sweating against mine, I realized I didnt really care what we did next. Truth is, I couldnt say myself, and it was probably the both of you. My mouth quickly let go of his and found its way onto his neck, and James tipped his head to the side to give me space to work. Come find me at @bluejaey10 on insta if y'all Wana talk. It was literally the first thing I wanted to do when I got out. Language: English Words: 1,229 Chapters: 1/1 Comments: 2 Kudos: 37 Bookmarks: 5 . He had killed himself, drowned, joining his sins in the only way he knew how. One step, then two. Truth is, maybe my own perception of James had been roughed up by the knowledge of what he had done, but James himself had never been a rough person, so there was no plausible reason why I should think his kissing would be anything but soft and tender. Discover more posts about if we were villains, oliver marks, classic books, james farrow, grey academia, literature quotes, and iwwv. his girlfriend. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. I also really liked that the book was divided into Acts as it helped to drive the action and was a lovely nod to the Shakespearean aspects of the novel. I had asked her to never kiss you again the way you two had done in Gwendolyns class, and she asked me who it was I was jealous of.. Richard began to taunt and threaten him, eventually making a homophobic remark in which he accused James and Oliver of being in love with one another and threatening to drown James in the lake. Because maybe we didnt understand ourselves, yet, but we sure as hell understood each other.. Perhaps because Rio is aware of exactly how pretentious Oliver and co. are, or perhaps because Oliver and co. are depressed messes in need of therapy and different friend groups, the characters of If We Were Villains end up being quite endearing and likable, despite themselves. If wed crossed this line before everything happened.. 4.23. All I could care about was how my heart raced every time he moved, finding a new spot to lay his kisses, to bruise my skin, making me his. For courage, in case someone opened. We stumbled down the short hallway that connected it to the living room, and, somehow, made our way to James bed. This actually shed some light on the ending for me. You were someone else, as if you had never come down from playing your character.. . Oliver recognizes it as a monologue from Pericles, Prince of Tyre, in which Pericles laments the apparent death of his wife, Thaisa, in the middle of a storm at sea. I breathed in three times, before moving closer toward the door. Oliver claims to love both James and Meredith, at different points throughout the story. The inseparable duo. On the day he's released, he's greeted by the man who put him in prison. Seven friends - Richard, Oliver, James . Oliver accepts but requests that Colborne not act upon what Oliver will tell him. aka James' pov (mostly) behind the original . Reddit and its partners use cookies and similar technologies to provide you with a better experience. " ?". maybe he was saying to find him in the next life? Maybe brighter than they had been since the night of Richards death. Whatd changed, mostly, was his hair, but the grey, almost in smoking tones, looked good on him. The scene James quoted in his letter to Oliver it has meaning. Oliver and James. Suspicious of the official story, Colborne announces his retirement from the police force and asks Oliver to finally tell him the truth. James mouth was softer than I remembered. Whenever I had the slightest chance of having you, that is who I chose., Because you never knew my side of the story. He didnt look much older than when I last saw him, four years prior. It sure as hell felt as such. Oliver is freed from a physical cage while James frees himself from an emotional one. Maybe he had never left shore at all. And since the subtext is "wait for me or come find me" that does not mean he means it in this life or world. 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